It always amazes me how differently people can think. How it does not mean a thing to another, yet is the world to another. Crazy. You need to watch what you say no. Constructive comments you may think, know-it-all syndrome to another.

Nobody is happy here. No one agrees with one another. Love couldn't be felt the least bit. But, at the end of the day.. . We are still one family. The same blood down through the vein. The kind of connection that's shared like the kind that you know what's another thinking just with a glance. For all those and these, I'm still glad I'm in this family. & I know so are the rest.

It's hard being a girl. I have to take care of my body from the first start of my first strand of hair to the most pointed nail of my longest toe. If not, the price to be paid is huge. Pimples, Dry hair and many more. Despite all that, it's all easier when you have girlfriends who are of a soul and heart, and boyfriend who's sweet felt like you're being pampered. and of course, all the nice clothes in the world.

[ Raise your adrenaline ]

Aku bukan siapa siapa, tapi
Apapun yang terjadi, kujanjikan aku ada.


With love,
Pita

Unless you're having a vacation, holiday is ending soon so what's good people all over the world ? I'm alright, little bored but other than that in a topnotch condition. The dwellers of B3-30 were pretty much dead today. Oh no, actually, are dead most of the days. What to do, though. Witono's tradition much.

Anyway, I can't wait to be in Singapore. I think.. there's nothing interesting going on or will be. Unless you like cramming in a small car for hours and to squeeze again inside the sea of holybodies is a good thing, then well you can be my mother's child. I'm not saying seriously? but, come on. We can do better.

At least there I have my girlfriends, tarmizi, money and my own two legs. Gee, this is a disaster.

Blogskins rocks my pants can, But I rock even more for making this even nicer. Hahaha.

Have not been doing anything much during the holiday. I'm contemplating not spending much on clothes so I could save for new laptop I desperately need if I am considering not to be considered as caveman. Besides MSI had been giving me so much troubles, thank you. Maybe I'll get a part-time job or something next year. Not like I'm very bright in school that I have to keep up with anything anyway.

I don't know when the next time I'll be blogging but anyway, this year had been sweet & sour. I been through falling in love and having my heart broken due to my own shallowness. Those what-seemed-like ceaseless journeys sat me down on 2nd August ( read; best day of life next to 13th Oct) & there I found a love not quite like anything I ever felt. Irresponsible deeds shall not be left out while I'm at this, mentioning how my 2008 went so far, of course. I'm not proud of skipping school, skipping work, not picking up many calls and many more. But that I could not change, what I can control is who I am now. And I'm trying to be a better person. So, give me a chance why won't you. Despite all that, I found really nice people and still thistight with the ever-so-nice people I been living with for the past three years. I love yoll in spite of whatever doings of mine that showed otherwise.

Before I'm off to sleep, I hope all yoll days would be better than today.
P/s; With the miles separating us, still do know that I'll be here for you and with you . Love you baby boy. Can't wait to see you :)

Miss all yoll babygirlfriends ( one two three four five and so on ) and of course, Tarmizi.

xoxo, Pita

WEDNESDAY
They say becareful of what you wished for, because it might just come true. My wednesday morning was truly an utter trash; Missed Cadd test because I woke up 15 minutes just before 9. I was so freaking out I literally called every one, randomly even. Decided to just take an mc because I had not brush my teeth, I did not bring my admin card, I was the ultimate mess who could not even find a cab because it was 9 o'clock in the morn, mind you. Decided to meet girlfriends anyway. All in all, t'was good.

THURSDAY
Went to school and waited for 5 because WE thought that there'll be chinese test despite everyone saying that they aren't coming or there wouldn't be any tests. We're the clulessest of the cluelesses, man. Pigged out like crazy; five doughnuts, KFC, bubble tea, fries, croissant. LIKE CRAZEEEEEH. & somebody at home only had rice today, like MY GOSH what at the contrary. hahaha. Anyway, I totally have to start my building services and hulahoop, now. Toodles.

I want my friday to be bearable,
and I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR SATURDAY. but people say when you actually anticipate something to happen, it would be a disappointment when it doesnt turn out as what you want it to be.Still, I'm talking too much and I cant fucking waiy for this stupid sentence to end.

Another day, another chaos. Papers have been sucking the energy out of me. People say the more you study the more confused you get. Well, bad news bad news; I was completely at seas. I would really be glad if you just give me a hug instead of staring right through the eye with question marks of what happened to sleepless nights. Day started early and dragged me around till seven. Stoned at library till I could not take it anymore and decided to buy peppermint milk tea plus puff. Z the blogger is now exists. Went to eat ljs with triangle, bumped to funny schoolmate on the way home. Stoned most of the times today. I had too little energy already, and it was raining like as though it never did before. I'm home, finally, after much complications today. I need to study cadd now.

But I'm restless, tired, blur. I think I need chocolate or something. Body system is like so laggy, ish. Tuesday down, Wednesday please be a clown. ( I need it )

HELLO EVERYONE, or no one? But anyway; Ectp paper's down down dowwwn! It was so chaotic in the morn. Supposed to wake Z up, I did, then again the mighty z fell back to lala land because I did too, unplannedly. Got up and rushed to call z up to ask his whereabout; and got down for the very last revision. Had a panic attack because, I swore, nothing was being channelled down through the vein for the first 5 minutes. Reached the classroom on dot after what seemed like the longest and torturous walk ever from the station to T3. The paper drained me completely, mistakes here and there but ugh well.

Is IT fair still going on? Want to buy camera la, not like I have more in hand though. HMMH, maybe I'll just bug dad, furthermore with the recession and all. Then again, maybe not. we'll see how. I'll tell you if I gotten one. Regretted buying psp now, ugh well. Watched gossip girl till the episode blair's snooping behind everyone's back kissing chuck. Drank cup of nescafe already, & I'm guessing few more rounds to come because I'm so deadly screwed for not starting on my law, at all. Going school duper early tomorrow to install my microstation.

Monday's done; Tuesday faster come.